Day Forty-Five

My FFF- May 27, 2014 - Tuesday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

I feel fat.

Very

Sighs

Very fat.

Anyways finals week is going well

Scared like hell for math (tomorrow) and history (Thursday)

I'm totally studying

Since I get home at around 11 everyday the rest of this week I was thinking I would start running after school.

Reasons

     1. No one is there to judge me

     2. I might as well

     3. I'm feeling so fat

     4. If I didn't i would stay at home eat and play league

Seriously.

I need to exercise

Hopefully I get that summer job, and I find somewhere to volunteer.

I also want to see if this place nearby has a cheap summer membership for their pool because swimming is a very fun exercise and I want to pass that swimming test at orientation in September and not feel embarrassed in a swimsuit so....

Many pros only one con (membership price because I ain't going to Astoria park everyday)

1 MONTH AND 4 DAYS LEFT

Day Thirty-Nine

My FFF- May 18, 2014 - Sunday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

Finals
Finals
WTFFinals
Sigh
I'm so tired of this shit.
Well
TO be truthful
I couldn't give a damn about this FFF I'm (more like I was) doing right now.
Tennis ended too, so my exercise right now. Is NILL. I'm a lazy ass mf. (Excuse m language but finals and school does that to you)
On a more civilized note, I have a bio final tomorrow, feeling pretty good about it. I mean how can you fail a 75 multiple choice, 25 fill in the blank, and 4 short answers. You can't. You really can't.

Stressing about Latin and History and I have no idea what our English final is. Our teacher is crazy. Legit full on I have no idea what she's talking about and it's not because I don't get literature but I don't know what she's trying to do crazy.
Anyways. Trying to convnce my parents to get me a membership to either YMCA or this local pool so I can swim over the summer. Fun.

1 MONTH AND 10 DAYS LEFT

Day Thirty-Six

My FFF- May 18, 2014 - Sunday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

I'm not going to even bother to write the posts for the days that I missed. I completely forgot what I did. On Thursday though for our tennis tournament, I got up to 3rd round as second doubles. Woohoo!! Admittedly the team we lost to became the doubles champs so, justification. Well luck of the draw.

I've been studying a lot and stressing about finals week. This week is review week and well first final = bio on Thursday *internal scream*.

I'm going to get back to studying but when finals start I'll have half days and get home around 12 so I should have time to work out (and study....). But yea! Summer is almost here and I'm trying to do summer volunteering to get my school volunteer hours done with, and maybe I'll get into my summer job thing. Um. Yea. I don't think I'll reach my goal by July. (I've also gained weight because I got into a horrible habit of skipping breakfast because I wake up late so.... body goes into starvation mode, which means lunch = fat instead of energy).

Gosh finals. HATIN' IT.

1 MONTH AND 13 DAYS LEFT

Day Twenty-Nine

My FFF- May 11, 2014 - Sunday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

Happy Mother's Day! Didn't do much for my mom (sadly, I'm sorry mom!) But I went to church, did the dance we've been practicing for so long. My sister came over we ate lunch, and ice cream.

Did a lot of projects and stuff today. Gonna be extra busy this week. Thursday I have an all day tournament (missing school) so. Yep. Busy chaotic week.

1 MONTH AND 20 DAYS LEFT

Day Twenty-Eight

My FFF- May 10, 2014 - Saturday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

Did drumming for 3 hrs, dance for 2, then my church dance for about 30 min.

1 MONTH AND 21 DAYS LEFT

Day Twenty-Seven

My FFF- May 9, 2014 - Friday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

Jogged in place
5 sets of 10 seconds each leg of glute bridges (with one leg raised)
1 set of split squats (10 per leg)

1 MONTH AND 22 DAYS LEFT

Day Twenty-Six

My FFF- May 8, 2014 - Thursday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

Didn't do much at all today, I starting planning a schedule for all of my projects (essays, finals, translation [damn latin I hate the homework with a passion])

I tossed around a medicine ball with my dad?

1 MONTH AND 23 DAYS LEFT

Day Twenty-Five

My FFF- May 7, 2014 - Wednesday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

Played a 8:8 7-4 Tiebreak in tennis today, dayum we were losing 4:0 in the beginning though so I think we did a good job. Took about 2 hours though.

1 set of 15, on each leg, of side-lying hip abductions
1 set of 15, on each leg, of side-lying crabs

1 MONTH AND 4 DAYS LEFT

Day Twenty-Four

My FFF- May 6, 2013 - Tuesday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

Got my finals schedule! thank goodness we don't have a religion final, but we do have a project that I have not started yet. Oh yes I am screwed. It's due on Friday and it's a lot... Anyways. School is almost over thank goodness to that too. Two more weeks of classes thet review week then finals and I'm out! Well I have summer school and I'll be starting SAT prep.

2 sets of 25 calf bounces

1 set of 30 sit-ups

15 leg lifts

1 set of 15, on each leg, of side-lying clams

1 set of 15, on each leg, of side-lying hip abductions

1 MONTH AND 25 DAYS LEFT

Day Twenty-Three

My FFF- May 5, 2013 - Monday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

I get my finals schedule tomorrow!! Oh the thrill of knowing that you have to study. Sighs.

I actually played today AS FIRST DOUBLES woot woot. Won 8:5. Played for about 1.5 hrs (including warm-up time)

Lunch at school was horrible. It was Greek food, and I mean no offense to you Greek people out there with your wonderful feta cheese but this was school food and they probably jacked it up. A lot. I ate a slice of bread (yes white oh shush) and a cup of granola with yogurt.

Yep. Well I don't tend to get hungry.

3 sets of 25 calf bounces

1 set of 50 squats

1 MONTH AND 26 DAYS LEFT

Day Twenty-Two

My FFF- May 4, 2013 - Saturday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

Omg. Church. Got home at 5. But church is always fun to me. Friends, the guy I like, I get to chill, break from reality. We finished learning the dance today, in about 1.5 hrs. We need to perfect it on Saturday. Inside life- wore mascara and shiny lip balm. Am I trying way too hard? Whatever.
Plus! I fit into these pants that used to be tight on me! Not like I think they are going to rip tight, but just like "I think if I kicked someone they would rip" or "I need to pull them up before I sit" tight. But now they are comfortable and a bit loose if anything. They look weird now. Maybe I should put them in the dryer.

Tennis match tomorrow! I hope I play!

1 MONTH AND 27 DAYS LEFT

Day Twenty-One

My FFF- May 3, 2013 - Saturday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

Had Korean School. A bunch of running around for a play I didn't know I had. It was fun.
Had korean dance for 1.5 hrs (hard work)
Then went to church and learned our Mother's Day song dance (사랑스러워 - 김종국/Lovely - Kim Jogn Kook). Spent about 1.5 hrs teaching that and dancing it. Stress life as a freshman! These seniors be slackin'.
Lol anyways, if anyone wants an inside on my personal life, there's a guy I like at my church. I've known him for about 7 years? Same school, then I transferred to a different middle school but we went to the same church. He's two years older (he's a junior). So I tried putting mascara on today, doubt he noticed. Of course. I could barely notice (I wear glasses and well... The frames etc). And yep. Life. Sighs. I don't want to ask him because if anything I'll have to see him for at least another year and I don't exactly have the confidence to ask him out. This is one of my reason's for doing this FFF.
And if any of you out there are wondering about progress. Well. For there to be any progress within 3 weeks is impressive. But I have lost about 6 lbs. (Working on that portion control!) But yea, no I have not been starving myself, I just eat if I don't feel hungry, and drink a lot of water.

Fun fun guys. Let's keep on doing this!

1 MONTH AND 28 DAYS LEFT

Day Twenty

My FFF- May 2, 2013 - Friday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

Tennis for 1.5 hrs
Slept
I'm cool doug. What am I saying?

2 MONTHS LEFT

Day Nineteen

My FFF- May 1, 2013 - Thursday

Goal- Lose at least 15 pounds by July.

I'm really (excuse my language but) fucking this up. I have a ton of major school assignments, church stuff, dance, korean school, and I'm still in an emotional crisis, and this week I have had less than 24 hours of sleep so far.

I'm procrastinating on projects and this weekend I should wrok on my religion project/final (catholic school ugh) and I don't have the time (I'm screwed).

I didn't work out today but I was learning a dance "What's happening" by B1A4 (k-pop) and doing the "이게 무슨 일인지 난 모르겠어 etc" part is hard because its jumping all the time. And I spent about 5 minutes doing that. AND it's mental work too. I'm tired. Homework. Well, oh well.

It's May guys, and it's almost 2 months till July wait. It is 2 months... Did I make another miscalculation (sighs). Whatever.

2 MONTHS AND 1 DAY LEFT